I just want to live free. But the fuckers who over populated the planet and lent their hands to establishing benevolent leaderships to oppress and enslave us have made that all but impossible. Any livable land is taken so what choice is there submit to the system or be imprisoned by it. One way or another we end up in a cell. Working minimum wage being lied to and overworked, or actually locked up. Frankly it’s starting to seem more appealing to let myself be sent to a jail cell. At least then I won’t be lied to about being treated like shit
This Prurient behavior Neglects to need a Saviour Obeisance will arraign you When none but two sustain you Extirpations venue opened wide Old Bailey’s molded mind then tried Cornwall’s unexceptional men Who had no belief back then
(this one was written as an homage to John Stuart Mill. I found while reading his works a passage referencing three atheists who were denied a right to a trial because not believing in the courts god makes their words unreliable.) Also there is some personal commentary in this about the religion I grew up in, tell me if u spot it.
#26 Chasing after Atheistic Dreams Tantric Agnostic is what it seems When you decided that which was real Was only what you thought that you could feel Sit back relax and take this magic pill And watch the universe unfold within the will
Cast off the rod of Calvin’s Horror It can’t affect you anymore
What was sin in their eyes You’ll never compromise And so now you despise The truth that was lies
Dry out the water of their immersion For it’s the symbol of their perversion When there’s Nothing left for you to purge and You can stand before the holy virgin Shake her hand and emerge in Light understand is what I’m urgin’
tune out sounds of tv’s hypnotism hear renown of phoenix born in schism Rise up and design a better nation When alls refined marvel at creation From lips just hedonic respiration From fingertips mechanistic realization
Rail on medias consumer vile Time to judge in a peer juried trial
What was thought good advice We will now exorcise To destroy this our vice And awareness realize
Now heed what the senators are sayin’ Control all the things for which you’re payin’ Only movin’ forward on our way when Make a vote; make the bed that you lay in People make this day din Otherwise depression we can stay in
#28 Sapiosexual lust engulfs the mind The unaligned heart resonates in kind Impressions of thoughts they never knew Lead them to acts they would never do Unrequited obsession fuels infernal fire Sharp flicking tongues self-effacing funeral pyre The lissome, lithe, limber, and nimble nymph Left him medicated, malleable, A marionette in maudlin maelstrom Meagerly muttering malediction Mendacious to this fiction
From the peace atop the mountain of chaos, I tear myself apart descending into orders depravity. One step, then another. The paucity of speech, vacillations of intent; natural dismay to artificial calm. Mundane selfhood dissolved, dilute, dismissed. Echoes of eras past drowned out by the cacophony of the present and the trumpeting howls of the future. Are we better than we once were, with our silent tranquility replaced with opiates of sound and hallucinations of light. The casual happiness once attained, tainted by supplies demand. A hawk floats beyond the sun and out of sight.
lotus roots in my soul, and a blossom in my mind. Repeats the question whole, “how am ‘I’ defined?” Gross matter, etherial breathe, pure sensation or perceptions depth? I forgot how to begin, and so the end worries me. I’ll just take in the sin, and let the worries be. Long in the dark rooms of solitudes judgement. Long in the loneliness of metropolitan anonymity. Yearning for the primitive, that rectifies corruption. The dark untamed night, paranoia settles in, the light sleep of the animal I am and have always been. Meditation or vain imagination offers little rest, to the concerns always weighing down the cells like grapes get pressed. And all of this is rightly so, for if ever peace should come, I would not the world to know all I have not done.